the moment u r right in front of me.all the words seem to have vanished into the air.
why must u make me trust u from the start.why am i so silly to have trusted u again n again.
u left a deep scar in my heart.hw u managed to pull me out of the stubborn 2 yrs and make me start all over again.
the 1st step tat i took into a new r/s.
how stupid am i to believe u that u've let go of a 3 yrs r/s.
hw many times i've tried to make u speak the truth to me, but once mentioned bout her, u jus chose to gif me an answer briefly.
and i tot, u jus wuldnt wanna rake up the past.
so i'll remain quiet
if i would have know tat its jus a week ago tat u broke off with her, i wuldnt have step into ur life.
mayb tats the biggest mistake i've made.....
hw u gave me the promises tat i wouldnt be a replacement of her.but i still was.
whenever i asked u,
do u miss me..u seems to have answered me "yes" but with a presence of her somewhere.
back again u'll asked me why?
i choose to ignore u not wanting u to know that i've doubted u.
the day i saw her pic...stated dear in ur pone.
and the day i saw the heart engravings....hung in ur key pouch.
my heart hurts lik nv b4.
my mind is in confusion.
but wad i did was to shut my mouth.
the way u told me: "all tis doesnt matter,as long as i have u in my heart is all tat i care."
mayb u nv realised the words said,
bt all tis repeatingly appears in my head.
everybody else told me u are a nice guy, treassure him.believe him!
mayb some time is wad he nids.so wad i do is to wait for that day to come,but now..
it's nv gonna arrive.
the day u told me u shoo her off when she came looking for u,
suddenly i feel so eased and delighted at that moment.
jus as if every little thing are mainly the caused of me;too sensitive.
the time u spend working, the time i spend studyin.hardly any time between for us to meet.cant even catch a glimpse of u in a wk of 7 days..
during ur off day.whad u told me is tat u r goin to ubin with ur frens.
how difficult am i to overcome and deceived myself tat u nid time for them.and the moment u r back, wad i get was a message.
that u'll leave me 4eva.........



*struggling me*