things r really different now.i guess there's really too much trust btwn us tats making me worried. hah.. its actually gd if there isnt smeone out there pestering u with wad ya doin nw n then.bt its jus the fact tat when u're attached, u will bother bout simple matters like, y arent he calling or smsin u to find out bout ur day or so? n as wad i noe bout myself, i dun feel or react the way i wuld. sth is wrong with me? n i dun bother to on the other hand.

hmm, bt to think of it.its nt tat i dun bother to, bt mayb i'm gettin used to being alone.nothin gets into my way..i'm still hw i used to be. i still enjoy stonin whereeva n wheneva i can.rakin up the past isnt wad i wanted, bt as i drift away frm sth i'm concentrating on, tats it!

time is wad we need to prove our r/s.probably, no commitments from both side? i'm nt sure too.