everthing's spinning ard me. wad am i doin?? wake me up pple!!.. jus got home..went drinking with joseph, steve and salem. all guys except me. once again, i've cried. tis is the second time jo...i m really glad that u'll accompany me again tonite. i've really got difficulty typin now.. ... ...ERGH!!

i nid to bathe n rest..luckily tml its a weekend. in tcc i tink i really met some true frens who really cared for me. i trust all of u lik hw i trust anybody else. pls dun disappoint me okie? i tink i really am not being my ownself these few weeks..everybody out there, pls forgive me if i've said or done something not right.

i really miss him...tears jus flow down my cheeks unknowinly.. joseph, no matter hw u stop me from cryin..i still cant manage to stop tat! but really thx for listening n tryin to understand hw i feel. i really hope tat.. u'll find ur true love soon.n stop the sufferings tat i m experiencing now..... now, i've got to noe u beta... and started to treassure a great fren like u...