out in the streets are filled with joy of xmas. christmas carols playin away,
restaurants and shops are well decorated. huge..tiny.. christmas trees everywhere.
and even the fat clumsy guy, santa!
distributing sweets and chocolates to the naughty little kids.
if i'm one of the them, i will like to pull the santa's beard!
or probably shave it off for him.

hai, wiith all tis..
i still dun feel a slight excitement or perhaps the urge of getting over tis few days fast.
like hw i always do, in the past 17 yrs of my life. hah. sort of exaggerating. but its alrite.
hmm..usually i'm lik filled with programmes n lots and lotsa programmes.
tis yr, nth comes out of my mind!?!
i guess money is wad i'm tinkin of everyday. waiting for new jobs to cum.
i nid money. goin penniless soon. shud i feel happy?
mayb i can slim down in tis way. cos i've gt no money to eatttt. pluck me sum grass.
meh meh meh~

i've realised im spendin my days so unmeaninfully. its really wasting of time.
i nid to get everything done. my driving license is waiting for me.
the upcomin 3 prjts gonna due nt long after sch starts.
can feel tat stress is buryin me. lik hw coffins r buried.
i'm also a distance away frm my sch wrk. lots of catch up to be done.

my room is in a mess nw. papers n clothes lyin north south east west.
rubbish filled to the rim of the bin. its overflowing....and i simply dun care.
arr...................... does it reminds u of pig stye.lik wad my mum always say.

zzzzzz.. time to sleep.